hoya, unmasked!!

[yaho]

ah, 'mask' has finally come to an end~ it's been great, and though i said this on twitter, i wanna say it again and that's a huge thank you to everyone who gave the drama and i support!! i always appreciate it, and i'll continue working harder to show you a cool, awesome guy~ ㅋ (a cool cat, meow???? ㅋㅋㅋ)

but that leads me in to something i found as i was resting the other day, because i'm sure a lot of you are like me and when you're bored, you go to places on the internet you probably shouldn't, right? ㅋㅋ ah, well. curiosity and all~ i wound up in a place where i could see some... not so supportive messages about my acting ㅋㅋㅋㅋ it was a little bit mixed, how i felt about it!!

at first, i thought "ah, i haven't been working hard enough, or trying my best," and then, i thought about it some more and... that's wrong. i've done all of those things, and i'll continue doing them, but seeing the critiques... i think i know now what i missed in doing all of that, and next time i can improve myself even more.

i suppose it's like kanye hyungnim said, right? ㅋㅋ so even though i felt a little bad seeing all of that, in the end i'm glad i did... because now i'm more aware and can fix those things, as well as whatever else i need to work harder on, for myself. ^^

ah, i guess my question on all of this is, have you ever found things like that, and how did you feel about them?

Comments

[ddalgiwoo]

You're the coolest cat =_=

I think it's inevitable, when you're in the spotlight for whatever reason to get both good and negative feedback. It's okay to feel it for a bit, because even if you just want to improve you're still human~

I don't go looking for it anymore but you already know the kinds of comments I used to get ㅋㅋㅋ Now these days it's more about, 'ah why is he acting like this when he should do better'. But it's no use thinking about it too much! We can only try to do the best we can and always keep looking back and seeing where we could have done things differently and learn from it, right~?

[yaho]

ㅋㅋㅋ when was this ever in doubt???

i know, i know~ i got over it pretty quick ㅋ but i think i still needed to talk about it for a bit ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

exactly, why are you acting like this when you should be releasing your solo album, hmm~~~ tick tock, better get a move on!!! ㅋ

[dakgalbi]

It depends. What's the motivation behind those comments? What were they intending to achieve by posting their opinion online? I ask myself that first. Usually, if it's well intended critique the chance that I already know about my flaws is high. In that case it's only a confirmation that I need to work harder. I don't mind those comments because they actually help me and show that people watch me, critically, but they do.

Now, if they are comments that are meant to hurt and pull me, or more so APink down, make us look bad, then I get furious. (laugh) I especially hate comments that try to make us look lucky. 'Oh, APink only wins because there isn't competition.' or 'Apink keeps copying big girl groups, that's why they gain popularity.' I really, really cannot stand comments like that.

[ddalgiwoo]

Five minutes ago? ㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Yeah, I get that, I'm glad you got it off your chest anyway~

ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ It's coming, just be a little more patient, I'll fill up your expectations when it happens~~

[9zizi]

you can't call Kanye 'hyungnim'.